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July 16 关于病...最终
身体还是出了问题
虽然很努力
有些事情却还是无法弥补
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朋友发信息问我在干什么
我回答说又在医院
于是她也开始诉苦
年轻的她却莫名的腰椎增生
最近痛的也是不知如何是好
仅能以止痛片维持
听完后,不禁难过
替她难过,也替自己难过
大学里她的身体似乎比我好很多
却也是我们俩个最爱病
而我的病大多和内里有关
想想近两年来
从上到下
也算是通通病了一遍
我没有选择的余地
只有挣扎的权利
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这就是病
总是在你意想不到的时候出现
让你不能主导自己
生病会是让人更加珍惜生命吗?
我不确定
只知道适时的放手总是好事
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P.S.我厌恶了医院,厌恶了药,也厌恶了自己... July 12 海的呼唤...火车的轨道通往何处? 是丛林深处吗?
飞机的轨迹延伸何处? 是云朵之外吗?
公路的路径前往何处? 是城市中央吗?
地上的足迹又来自何处归于何处呢? 是家的方向吗?
我只知道河流的流向 那是一片---海的无限 ...
我, 抬头仰望蓝天,试图在里面找寻海的影子 ...
July 09 the road not takenthe road not taken The Road Not Taken
Robert Frost
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth
Then took the other, as just as fair
And having perhaps the better claim
Because it was grassy and wanted wear
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black
Oh, I kept the first for another day
Yet knowing how way leads on to way
I doubted if I should ever come back
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence
Two roads diverged in a wood
and I—I took the one less traveled by
And that has made all the difference
开始在某条道路上走 不知道是否正确
却只能顺路而行
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July 03 在路上... |
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